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ok, so, since basically i havent written anything in a long time, i decided i should. haha. so not so long i had the most amazing dream ever. or it was one of the most amazing. first i have to tell you something my friend said to me one day, "night-time is the worst because thats when i start thinking and remembering." well this little comment was proving true that night i couldnt fall asleep. finally, though, i manage to fall into a deep slumber and suddenly i am transported to a new world. and... the most amazing guy, like, ever was the main character. dont worry dont worry... this isnt some gross porno dream or sex fantasy...haha... so calm your horses. anyway, back to story... =) so i cant remember all the details, but in the beginning we were just like good friends and i kinda liked him , i just didnt say anything. and i was trying to set him up with this other girl in a total good nature way. and i remember joking with him and such... but then... all of a sudden we are walking to these two tower things..and the boys went into one and the girls went into another..and then, each girl had a guy they liked in the other tower. (its a dream, so just go along with it) so one at a time they got on this like phone thing and talked to the guy they liked about whatever they wanted. but if you stood in a certain side of the tower the guys could like see you and stuff and that made it more embarrassing. so when it was my turn i was talking to obviously my good friend, the guy. the one that i like now...for sure. in my dream...haha... anyway... so we say some stuff and he was like go to this side of the tower... and im all... noway! cuz then you can see me! i say smiling..so blah blah blah... we say some stuff.. and all of a sudden i see the words like its a book and this is what i read.... "do you love me?" i asked him... silence.... "no." he said lying... so when he asked me, i lied too and said, "no." AND THEN MY FRIEND WAKES ME UP!!!!!!! cuz i was at a cabin with my friends and we had decided to wake up at like 10... AND SHE WOKE ME UP!!!! all i can say is i was pissed and in a feeling of bliss... because.... he was like perfect... omg .... and i dont mean like he had no faults, but like it was his faults that made him perfect... it was sad... that i got woken up!!! i mean i will never know what ends up happening.... *sigh*