Kisses =*

“ I am in favor of preserving the French habit of kissing ladies’ hands - after all, one must start somewhere.

— Sacha Guitry

So, those that know me, know that i am not allowed to kiss. Shocking...i know...haha. In the beginning when kissing started to mean something, i was completely against it. I was mad at my parents that they kept me from one of life's great pleasures. I thought they were trying to conform me to there "ways", instead of letting me make my own choice.

“ Teach not thy lip such scorn, for it was made
For kissing, lady, not for such contempt.

— William Shakespeare

As i got older i was still against it. I mean, a 14 year old girl not allowed to kiss the guy she is infatuated with... come on... But being the person i am, i refused to go against my parents wishes, no matter how badly i wanted to. I had had to do that a lot with other things, this was just a harder challenge. I just took the rules with grace... and a lot of frustration, but i refused to break them. dont ask me why. Most girls at that age would have thrown the rule-book out the window and kissed the night away... but not meeee!

“ The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender.

— Emil Ludwig

Then one night, the choice was mine. Should i go against my parents and kiss this guy that i liked oh so much? Or should i "reject" him and myself... and clutch that rule-book close to my heart. It would have been so easy... a dark area...me and him... easy...oh so easy... but i pulled away. I couldnt do it. No matter how much i wanted to, no matter how much everything inside of me was screaming to just do it... i couldnt. I had been denying myself a lot of things...and for a split second i almost didnt move away. So, i still have virgin lips and after that night i started thinking...

“ How delicious is the winning of a kiss at love’s beginning.

— Thomas Campbell (via bythewayiloveyou)

I realized that if i could resist that time, then i can resist again. I came out stronger. But more then that an idea occurred to me. How great would it be to know that my very first kiss is the one My husband takes from me, when the words "You may now kiss the bride..." are spoken? How utterly romantic. I know that one day my Prince Charming will come... his face is a mystery right now to me, but i can wait. Im not saying that i will never kiss before i get married. Im not sure i can even keep that promise. But what i do know is that before i kiss any guy, i will think carefully...is this really a guy i want to give this away to? I wont make a decision now, no, each time the moment arises i will decide then. When it is staring me in the face... i will decide, but for now... my lips remain untouched... the only way that will change is if it is taken without me knowing...=*

Masquerade

Sometimes i am sick of all the masks people

wear. We all do it, but it becomes so tiring. Why is it that we feel we must hide who we really are? I mean, are we THAT afraid to be ourselves? When i look around i see that people really are scared to show their true faces, but why?

Sometimes the masks are ugly, sometimes they are scary. For some they are beautiful, sweet, kind, caring, but in the end they are just a mask. How can we ever really know a person when everyone wants to put up a front. I wonder what the world would be like if we never put up a fake face. I feel like sometimes i just want to yell at everyone to just be who they are. To just not worry. Because if everyone is themselves then no one is rejected.

My Friends =)

Ida C, Ingeborg, Maggy!
Elin haha
Me, Rebecca, Maggy
Rebecca, Ida C(in background) Maggy
Elin!
Alek and Ida C
Ingeborg =)

Friends 4 Ever

So, it would seem that i have a wonderful group of friends that ask of me to write about them in my blog. Haha. Well, ladies, this is for you =). First, I want to name these beautiful young women and say a little about each, so that all will know of my amazing friends. First, there is Rebecca....sigh...with her lame humor...haha! She is awesome! She is the only one that can COMPLETELY surprise me... and she is so kind and generous...dont know what i would do without that girl! =) Next, there Ingeborg....sigh again....she is so sweet...im not sure i know anyone sweeter. She is so giving and open with her heart. She is one of the fewest people i know that truely see good in others. Love you forever! Then, there is Margitte aka Maggy. She is hilarious. I love her crazy way and the funny noises she makes... Maggy, the shoe car thing was the funniest thing ever! Anywho, thank you for being you Maggy, cuz i love ya just the way you are! Now, there is Ida Christine... sigh...so cuuute. I love her laugh and the way she is totally blonde with some things and a genius with school...the best! =* And last, but not least, there is Elin. I love your smile! You are so bubbly! Its seriously the best! And i love how you are always wearing a super cool outfit! im jealous of your fashion skills =)

Grrrr...

Dont you just hate it when you have that one friend that never asks how you are doing? How, no matter many times you ask them, they never ask back. And you feel like you always have to initiate it yourself because they are so wrapped up in themselves that they dont even think to ask about you? And how you can talk forever with them about whats going on with them, and the events in their life, and whats old, new and funny...but they never think to ask you? Or when you feel like the only way they will know things about you is if YOU say it... Or when they get things and dont think about how it makes you feel when YOU don get them... and then you are left feeling sad and like angry because they just rub it in without even thinking about. Sometimes these qualities are all in one friend....sometimes they are in several friends...sigh...ska'kke være lett...

Summer!

This summer vacation is going to be awesome. Since it is my last few months with my friends before they leave to the great USA, we have decided to make it something to remember. so we are going to be working together and doing all kinds of crazy fun things after. Also, one of my friends from America might be visiting me for a bit. So, that should be interesting. And i will be chilling with my friend Solveig and Verona! YAY! But the best part of it all..is that i might be going to england at the end of the summer!!! WHOOOOHOOOO!!! That is like the bomb! haha...but yeah i might be going to visit my friend and she will take me around the city and go shopping and show me the sights and take on one of those double decker buses...oh man...its so exciting to think about! Im sure im not the only one out there that cant wait for hot summer days full of wearing flipflops and shorts. Tank-tops and bikinis. When the air smells of sunscreen and grilled food. I cant wait for sunsets on the beach and hot guys in bathing shorts. Can you even remember the days when you eat dripping ice-cream and walk around without a sweater? Will the days come where we lay out in the sun, dive in the water and laugh the nights away? oh how delicious it all sounds... and then i look out the window and see gray skies and snowy fields.

Jesus is Lord

Holy Father, thank you so much for everything you do. Thank you for all the wondrous things you have done, continue to do and will do! You are so awesome and it never ceases to amaze. When i worry and doubt show me where I am not trusting you fully. As go through the day let these words run through my mind, "Be still and know that I am God." As you say in the bible. i love you so much its unbelievable. Thank you for everything.

"I blame Disney"

thats what my friend said to me one day.when she explained what she meant i couldnt help but laugh...but its so true. you guys are probably like, "why would you blame disney???" well, here is our reasoning: all of our expectations for guys have a lot to do with what we watched on Disney! isnt that true ladies??? i mean, we all want the Prince Charming, who is drop-dead gorgeous and will sweep us of our feet. so, when we can never find the perfect guy and guys say we have to high expectations....well.... i blame it on Disney. they filled our minds of what the ideal guy should be... and as young girls we latched onto those ideas with vigor!!! so ladies... its all Disneys fault...and yet its sooo great =)

=*

ok, so, since basically i havent written anything in a long time, i decided i should. haha. so not so long i had the most amazing dream ever. or it was one of the most amazing. first i have to tell you something my friend said to me one day, "night-time is the worst because thats when i start thinking and remembering." well this little comment was proving true that night i couldnt fall asleep. finally, though, i manage to fall into a deep slumber and suddenly i am transported to a new world. and... the most amazing guy, like, ever was the main character. dont worry dont worry... this isnt some gross porno dream or sex fantasy...haha... so calm your horses. anyway, back to story... =) so i cant remember all the details, but in the beginning we were just like good friends and i kinda liked him , i just didnt say anything. and i was trying to set him up with this other girl in a total good nature way. and i remember joking with him and such... but then... all of a sudden we are walking to these two tower things..and the boys went into one and the girls went into another..and then, each girl had a guy they liked in the other tower. (its a dream, so just go along with it) so one at a time they got on this like phone thing and talked to the guy they liked about whatever they wanted. but if you stood in a certain side of the tower the guys could like see you and stuff and that made it more embarrassing. so when it was my turn i was talking to obviously my good friend, the guy. the one that i like now...for sure. in my dream...haha... anyway... so we say some stuff and he was like go to this side of the tower... and im all... noway! cuz then you can see me! i say smiling..so blah blah blah... we say some stuff.. and all of a sudden i see the words like its a book and this is what i read.... "do you love me?" i asked him... silence.... "no." he said lying... so when he asked me, i lied too and said, "no." AND THEN MY FRIEND WAKES ME UP!!!!!!! cuz i was at a cabin with my friends and we had decided to wake up at like 10... AND SHE WOKE ME UP!!!! all i can say is i was pissed and in a feeling of bliss... because.... he was like perfect... omg .... and i dont mean like he had no faults, but like it was his faults that made him perfect... it was sad... that i got woken up!!! i mean i will never know what ends up happening.... *sigh*

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