"I blame Disney"

thats what my friend said to me one day.when she explained what she meant i couldnt help but laugh...but its so true. you guys are probably like, "why would you blame disney???" well, here is our reasoning: all of our expectations for guys have a lot to do with what we watched on Disney! isnt that true ladies??? i mean, we all want the Prince Charming, who is drop-dead gorgeous and will sweep us of our feet. so, when we can never find the perfect guy and guys say we have to high expectations....well.... i blame it on Disney. they filled our minds of what the ideal guy should be... and as young girls we latched onto those ideas with vigor!!! so ladies... its all Disneys fault...and yet its sooo great =)

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ok, so, since basically i havent written anything in a long time, i decided i should. haha. so not so long i had the most amazing dream ever. or it was one of the most amazing. first i have to tell you something my friend said to me one day, "night-time is the worst because thats when i start thinking and remembering." well this little comment was proving true that night i couldnt fall asleep. finally, though, i manage to fall into a deep slumber and suddenly i am transported to a new world. and... the most amazing guy, like, ever was the main character. dont worry dont worry... this isnt some gross porno dream or sex fantasy...haha... so calm your horses. anyway, back to story... =) so i cant remember all the details, but in the beginning we were just like good friends and i kinda liked him , i just didnt say anything. and i was trying to set him up with this other girl in a total good nature way. and i remember joking with him and such... but then... all of a sudden we are walking to these two tower things..and the boys went into one and the girls went into another..and then, each girl had a guy they liked in the other tower. (its a dream, so just go along with it) so one at a time they got on this like phone thing and talked to the guy they liked about whatever they wanted. but if you stood in a certain side of the tower the guys could like see you and stuff and that made it more embarrassing. so when it was my turn i was talking to obviously my good friend, the guy. the one that i like now...for sure. in my dream...haha... anyway... so we say some stuff and he was like go to this side of the tower... and im all... noway! cuz then you can see me! i say smiling..so blah blah blah... we say some stuff.. and all of a sudden i see the words like its a book and this is what i read.... "do you love me?" i asked him... silence.... "no." he said lying... so when he asked me, i lied too and said, "no." AND THEN MY FRIEND WAKES ME UP!!!!!!! cuz i was at a cabin with my friends and we had decided to wake up at like 10... AND SHE WOKE ME UP!!!! all i can say is i was pissed and in a feeling of bliss... because.... he was like perfect... omg .... and i dont mean like he had no faults, but like it was his faults that made him perfect... it was sad... that i got woken up!!! i mean i will never know what ends up happening.... *sigh*

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BFF's =)

solveig!!! my straight friend that would make out with Megan Fox! you are such a little sucker for skipping three days of school to skip a math test! you are awesome!!! either way, solveig is like the best person ever in my class! she cracks me up.. we are like soul sisters!

Hey sista, go sista, soul sista, flow sista
Hey sista, go sista, soul sista, go sista !!!

MWAAA!!! hugs to you my friend!

Shopping....

ok, i must admit.... i love shopping. the other day i had to go to a "julebord" or a christmas party as we in english call it. it was super fun. but! back to the point, i was out all day before the party, with my friends because we were looking for gifts for friends and family. it was getting really late and i realized that i wouldnt have time to go home and change and still get to the party on time...so... i did something i have never done before... i splurged on a whole outfit and changed in the trying room... haha! but the best part was that the party outfit was sooo cute!! i bought a blue party dress, black satin stilettos, a cropped sequined black jacket... and the funniest part.... black thigh-high stockings, with sticky bits so they would stay up. i was cracking up hahaha... who said you cant be sexy underneath it all???? but i just encourage you all... enjoy this holiday season and buy buy buy =)

i had the weirdest dream last night!! me and you were in my old room in america... and i was looking out the window and i was like "woh!! look at the moon jasmine!" and it was getting bigger and bigger and bigger and then we realized it was a huge meteor and it hit like right in my neighborhood but we didnt die... and then we were all in spaceships in the sky... not in space... but in the sky... and i could fly... but no one knew that except me and you... and we were put in different space ships and i was like nu uh.. dont they dare seperate us so i flew to yours trying not to let anyone see that i was flying.. and it worked and in your spaceship was you and your family and some random people and we figured that the world was ending. but then we figured out that the earth was going around all the planets and moving to fit closer to the sun and i was like "aw man it will be hotter everyday then" (hahaha) and we could see all the colorful planets moving past us... like the earth was alive and it was going where it wanted to. hahaa. and we were just watching the view and it was really awesome... and from all that... it made me feel like God was saying how we will be friends for a looong time. and it was so cool because i never remember my dreams for more than a few hours... unless i write it down... but this one i still remember really clearly after a couple of days. it was a reeeeaaallly cool dream. so i just felt like you had the right to know... since you were in it.. and i remembered it. hahahhaa. love you jassie rae!

- Gracie Toft

In Loving Memory...

Today, 11 years ago, my mother was murdered. she was shot in several places... by her ex boyfriend. so i just want to post this for her. because even though i was only 5 years old and have few memories... she was my mom and i loved her. so, mom, this is for you... you will always be remembered and all your kids miss you dearly. <3

Snow... =)

so, despite my previous post a few minutes ago, my mind really isnt on that... haha... i just thought it would be nice to have something "deilig" to look at on my blooog =D well, back to the point.

OMG!!! its FREAKING SNOWING OUTSIDE!!!!!!!! and i must say... its GORGEOUS. this morning i went about my usual duties: egtting dressed, making lunch, eating breakfast, getting my school things and such... either way, i am just about to go out the door when my mother's voice drifts down the stairs, "did you see the snow outside?" SNOW?!?!?! i think to myself... i fling the front door open at the same time my brother runs to the glass doors, "NICE!... aw snow!" i begin my trekk through the downdrift of snow with a huge grin on my face. as i walk along i cant help but send a text to all my friends about this wonder =DDD its 7 o' clock in the morning and i am sending a text to all my friends... about snow... boy! was i going to get it when i got to school and such places. hahaha... but its beautiful, its a wonder and its the holidays... nothing was going to burst my bubble! hahahahaha!!! i can still see the text one friend sent back, " you little.... you woke me up for that???" hahahaha.... and all this day it has been snowing on and off.... just drifting down in wonderful icy layers.... *sigh* gotta love the seasons :) the best thing about it all is that the snow has stayed a lovely fluff and not turned into anything gross and slushy... oh the joy of the little joys =D

Leaving...

its so sad... one of my best friends from class is leaving... she is switching schools and i am so freaking mad. >( she is part of the gang and once she is gone its like one of our legs is gone =( its half way through the year and yet she is still going to another school and as we all know once you go to another school and class you make new friends and lose the old... its sad, really sad...and Solveig is going to cry... she is so funny in her totally bubbly, blonde way =) she is so fun to be with she shouldnt be leaving... nope not all...

1st December

so, its the first of december and amazingly enough, the weather changed drastically and weirdly accurately. i mean, who knew that the weather could go from rainy, wet cold to a biting, blue-skied cold... exactly on the change of month? i must say, though, its beautiful outside. i love the bright sun and seeing my breath. i love the Christmas lights strung along the roads and the Christmas tree decorations. its a beautiful day today and that got me thinking... life is beautiful... even in a season where everything dies, there is still a sense of beauty in it all. today, i received a sense of hope and happiness. i realized that i can have a good time just being with my friends and BEING a good friend. yes, it is lonely sometimes to be the ear and never be the talker, but that is the way God made me. God showed me how to help others and in doing that i learn how to turn to God for help. i also realized that i dont need a guy to keep me from being lonely. i have friends and family who love me and i have a God who loves me THAT much more. i am happy being alone... and yet not alone =) December.... New Year... Here i come =D